about why it turned me on so much. I just knew it was going to be one of the most arousing nights of sex I was likely to enjoy – apart from one time when Julie seemed to be interested only in the guy we were with and I felt very much like an outsider, which wasn’t especially pleasant, although that was the exception. But nothing had happened in that area for some time, maybe three years or more (though what happened when I wasn’t around was different story). So it was out