was actually happening, although I do admit to having been excited enough to masturbate sometimes. Nevertheless, the fact remains that this was what I did. One particular man began writing to me, and I always wrote back enthusiastically enough. At first his messages were very polite and nice, but I admit that I quickly began to get bored with them, because, after all, it was a sex site and I wanted more than just everyday chat. Not wanting to hurt his feelings, I began