my current wife with all my heart. But the thought of a penis is always there.

At the young age of 20, I had often wondered what sucking a cock was like. I mean it can't be that bad. Girls do it, well some girls do it. A lot of guys do it too. Seeing or looking at another boys dick was a No No!, Evil! This just added to the Mystery of Cock.

I would go to the local Arcade and innocently walk down the gay isle looking at the magazine covers. This only adding to the Mystery