me physically.  Nope...I could satisfy myself with no problem.  My nimble little fingers could make me cum every time so it wasn't that. My next thought: "All these guys are lousy lovers."  A convenient rationalization, but I'd been with too many men for all of them to be bad. My conclusion: "Maybe I'm a lesbian" I had always been curious about making love to another woman, perhaps it was more than mere curiosity.  Perhaps this was my true sexual preference and that's why