determined to ignore Natalya’s words, to drive out there would mean that he accepted that he have had sex with a complete stranger, next to the road and that it was not just imagined. After lunch he headed for his bedroom, but found himself pausing at the keyboard, fingering the keys to his pick-up... "Ah fuckit." He had nothing to lose anyway; he pulled the keys from the nail holding them on the board and went outside. The drive to the road was filled with him talking to